Today I minted my annual self-portrait NFT, a continuation of an ongoing series with a uniquely 2020 twist.
You see, this piece was not created in my usual workflow and timeframe. Instead – appropriately enough for this very unusual year – it was created in increments over the course of nearly 10 months.
I began this self-portrait at the end of February, when we still had no idea about the global paradigm shift yet to come. I started with a method I have been developing since 2016 that I call “3D Paintings,” created with a combination of original stereoscopic photography and neural style transfer. I liked the outcome well enough, but felt it was time to push the style further.
Then, the coronavirus hit the states, we went into lockdown, and the piece sat unfinished for many months while I took time to reorient my nervous system to our new reality.
We had a brutally hot summer here in California, with an equally punishing fire season. I took to my summer desk, a small setup in our bedroom where I can lock myself in with an air purifier and AC. I began a series of experiments combining the slit-scanning technique I’ve been developing since 2016 with my stereoscopic photography.
I took another pass at the portrait, and loved the wavy warpiness this technique added to the depth. It felt particularly expressive of this tumultuous year, with its waves of one revelation after another. The Waves of Time keep coming, and it’s up to us to figure out how to surf them, lest we drown.
I liked the piece a lot, but still felt it needed something more.
I had a landmark Fall in crypto art. When I started minting limited editions of my early VHS pieces, I saw demand for my work skyrocket. I put a lot of time and thought into guiding the growth of my market. I forged relationships with new collectors, and put efforts toward championing new artists. I was commissioned to do portraits for Coindesk’s “Most Influential in 2020 List” (which are auctioning on NiftyGateway through Dec. 31). I’ve been working on pieces for the upcoming Future Art Show in January.
And all the while, this piece sat in the back of my mind, waiting to be finished.
I knew I would see her through to completion. Self-portraiture has been an important part of my practice for a VERY long time. Aside from just giving in to the natural solipsism of the artistic temperament, self-portraiture is important because it allows an artist to document the subject they are most familiar with long-term. They are artworks which provide a meta-narrative to contextualize all of the artist’s other works.
I took my first self-portrait at age 6, with my “Where’s Waldo” 110 camera that I had my dad remove the Waldo insert from, because it was impeding my artistic vision. I call it, “Self, Avec Pantaloons.”